'My friend and I still remain friends to this day. We were each other's firsts for everything sexually speaking, and it started out as just being curious and figuring out what felt good sexually. The two of us comparing body parts continued to grow, and as we grew into our adolescent years we began feeling each other, experimented with hand jobs, blow jobs, and we ended up going all the way. About the time we were 10 or 11, we changed in front of each other and started to compare body parts. 'We were friends that had known each other since first grade. This all makes me sound pretty gay but I'm really not.'ДЎ3. I've met a few of his boyfriends and wonder if my dick is bigger than theirs. 'We're still friends he'll be a groomsman in my wedding next year. But he claimed not to remember anything вЂ™cause he was drunk. 'I finished driving him home and stayed up all night kind of grossed out, but not? Also I'm embarrassed to admit I worried about AIDS. I kinda came again but there wasn't much and he said, 'You don't have any more for me?' And I thought that was so hot that someone wanted my cum that much. This was on a suburban cul-de-sac (he loves puns so maybe that was part of his plan). I got out and leaned onto my car and he ate my ass for a long time. He got out of the car, walked around to the driver's side and opened my door.

He started sucking and I kept driving until we got close to his house and he told me to pull over and I blew my load in his mouth and then he said he was going to eat my ass. So I unzipped my pants and took my dick out kind of joking, kind of not. One time I gave him a ride home and he jokingly said, 'I'd offer to blow you but my tits are in the shop.' I was 18 and probably just hearing 'tits' was enough to get me hard. 'One of my high school best friends is gay.

It was a good experience, and I wouldn't change anything.' I don't think it defined my sexuality, because I still identify as straight. 'Looking back, I have no regrets about any of it. I eventually reciprocated, but we never did anything aside from oral or masturbation. We ended up doing things the rest of the time I lived with him. He ended up giving me a blowjob, and it was completely mind-blowing. He told me to relax, and I was pretty horny anyways. He started getting handsy, and I immediately knew where this was going. My roommate ended up stumbling into my room and landed on my bed. 'Everyone ended up leaving, and I went to my room to wind down. 'One night, we had a small party at our place, with people coming and going all night. I myself was known for sleeping around, and I was in an on-and-off relationship, but never considered myself gay. Everyone was pretty sure he was gay, but none of that mattered. I kind of sensed that he was attracted to me, but I never paid any mind to it. 'During my second semester in college, I ended up moving out of the dorms and into the apartment of a friend I had from a fraternity I was in. He seemed nice enough, but I had my moment of experimentation and realized it wasn't what I was into.' I was just over it at this point - told him I was sorry but I needed to go, and bailed quickly. He was really excited to blow me, but I wasn't the least bit hard and nothing he was doing was making it happen. 'After a few minutes he wanted to switch and go down on me, that's when everything sort of hit. We got to his house and I got back to sucking his dick on his couch, and he got my shorts off and rubbed my dick some while I blew him. I blew him for a few minutes in his car and then we decided I'd jump in my car and follow him back to his place just a few minutes away. He took it out and I started giving him a hand job, which lasted about a minute before I just went for it and started blowing him. We pulled up beside my car and he gave a last shot at keeping things going and asked if I just wanted to try holding his dick, and I agreed. We went for a short drive and talked for a few minutes and I started backing out so he took me back to my car.

'So after a few months of regularly getting off to gay porn I decided to seek out an opportunity to experiment and met with a guy in a parking lot of a local store. I have never checked out or noticed another man in a real-life situation, but I can completely fantasize about it if I'm watching gay porn. The thing is, outside of watching porn, I don't find men attractive at all. I don't really know how or why I started, but I began watching and getting off to gay porn. 'I was in a weird place after a messy breakup with a long-term girlfriend when I was about 24.

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